Transparency!

Today I am going to be more transparent than ever before! God has spoken and told me to share this. DO NOT GIVE UP! DO NOT QUIT! Pray, Trust, Wait, and Obey. My husband and I have not been getting along well at all, these past few months. We have been tolerating each other. I have contemplated leaving him many times and, I have had thoughts about what my life would be like without him. He may have been thinking the same thing, I don't know, but it no longer matters to me, because neither of us are leaving! What I realized is that, I love my husband very much, and I am not giving up on my marriage. We have been through a lot, these past two years. Our son was in a horrific car accident on Aug 5, 2017 and was not expected to survive, in September of 2017, my mother in-law came to visit our son and had a stroke while sitting in his hospital room. A few weeks later, she was relased from the hospital and went back home to Louisiana, and passed in November. Our son is still recovering, and doing very well! We are so grateful and thankful to God for that. However, my husband is still dealing with the loss of his mother, and we seem to argue over everything lately. I spend time with God daily, praying, seeking him for guidance and giving thanks. Every morning I wake up, the first thing I do is spend time with God. So why is this happening to me? Well, I tell you why, because there is Purpose to my Pain. God has a plan for my life and he's taking me to another level in him! My husband and I will be celebrating15 years of marriage on August 21 and I am excited about that and look forward to many years to come with him! My husband once told me "Our Love is Our Strength". Also, God is our strength and as long as we keep God in our lives, we can make it!